New Girl

I'm used to feeling new. Being the odd one out. Yet, not? How can I be the new girl so many times.. but still feel out of place... being the new girl? How could i have moved so many times. Started my life over this many times. And still never feel like yeah, I am the new girl. And just accept it? Because deep down, I know where I belong... back where I used to be. Back where my friends were. Where my friends are. And maybe I will never be back there permanently... It's not like I ever was there permanently... But somehow, things will be normal some day. When I reach my Ruritanian.